mostly clean. there hasn't been anything I have been craving that is bad though. Still no ice cream just because I really have not felt like it. lol...
weight this morning 175 even. Another new low. Pretty excited about that because we started reducing cardio this week and yesterday was my first time...
Born and raised in San Diego. When I was younger I use you be overweight because of no exercise and shitty diet. In 2006 I decided to make a change. I did weight watchers at first and lost about 65 pounds. Then slowly I wanted to start taking my physique. I struggled for many years with ups and downs of trying to be like how I thought I needed to look and because of it went into a depression because I felt like I never would be like body builders or fitness models. In december of 2011 I met a womens figure competitor and I told her about how I like to work out and my eating clean habits and so on. She then suggested I try to train for men's physique since that would be more my build since I am tall and now lean. SO I thought and thought about it and decided to go for it. Now I am currently training for the oct 27th show in san diego. This journey although has help me pull out of my depression, I still have fears and anxietys about it all. mainly about having to gain the weight I need to and the fear I wont be able to cut in time. But each day I push myself hard to train and eat and look up as much as I can because I want to be the best I can be. I love this site so much because I feel like people here are more honest and mature then on any other site.
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