To all you guys getting a little smaller and losing weight!!!!!!!!

[derekanthony]

blame it on the supplements not the drugs quitter. All these supplements you market are untested. just sayin

lmao yeah ok i rather take muscletein and bcaas and aminos then tren winny and test. only if its in moderation abusing anything you will have reprecussion. keep it to a minimum and youll be fine. like anything

[MaverickMan]

thanks prick lol

You're welcome, bitch!

[LANCE ADAM]

Sounds like our boy is growing up. You're doing it sooner than most your age! You're on the right track, Derek!

Didnt read the whole thread but I AGREE. the HUGE look is not "IN" its just lookd at like FUCKIN WEIRDO. a tab of muscle with abs... girls love

[InfinityCrisis6]

I pretty much knew you didn't do that shit. loyal listener of HMR here and realist. Shoot you'd have to be a fool to think you did that. People just wanna wreak your ride of self success. Plus you were right on when you said you make more being non competitive BB than if you were. I have to admit I took that too heart knowing that I make more than some Pro BB/fitness/fig. I knew from there I actually was doing something with my life actually worth while while I train to look how I want. DA thanks for being honest, legit and most of all Encouraging to move forward instead of backwards.
Now for me its back to working on my photography business.

[bndniron4evrgal]

starts off as a leision and eventually grows and grows taking hormones adds to it and makes it grow i been off a month and it has gone down allready and and the liver rejuvinates itself so it can heal on its own if there not to much damage done

Derek,

THANK YOU for sharing this really knarly stuff.

you are a very brave soldier!!

here's to HEALING THAT LIVER BABY!!LOL oh yeah, drinking isn't good for healing the liver either! have some tea and scones right after you meditate for say an hour every morning......really!

[bndniron4evrgal]

are you nuts i had insomnia and ghb was a rec drug bodybuilding related had all the bodybuilding purposes!!!

AH HA! so it puts you out! comatose! i wonder if MICHAEL JACKSON had GHB in his arsenal?!lol

is there a "real withdrawal" phase that can be managed by other meds?! say like blood pressure or mood swings etc.......?!

are you going to tough it out and stay OFF??

[JLucas]

Wats a heart personality?

[TigerUpperCut]

goodluck

[svtmuscle]

Can we spend a few moments here and try to decode that message? It seriously looks like a 3 year old started slapping the keyboard and someone hit Post New Thread

[fitmomma3]

Wow Derek thats sad and very big of you to post at the same time! Honesty and openness doesn't come often enough like that...Seriously though after you're little spat and meltdown you have a different auro about you. I've never paid much attention to your posts to be honest but in the last few days I'm seeing more and more that make sense and are very compelling. Not glad you had to go through any of this but sometimes bad things happen and it makes you quickly realize whats important. Serious Question: You've had much sucess and obv many harships as well. If you were given the chance to do it over to JUICE and get as big as you could... bridges you burned... things you did you wern't proud of... if you could pick THREE THINGS that you would do differently three major things... what would they be? and Why? Not trying to dwell on Regret but many can learn from others experiences... And don't just say you wouldn't change anything because it made you the person you are and you had to learn lol we all know thats true and everything happens for a reason but just for the sake of the question which three things would you change.

[D_T]

Wait. In your last video you said "I'm healthy" like 3-4 times but NOW you're going to get healthier? What's the deal?

I'm just messing with you. Good luck.

[big nut]

good of you to post that! keep your head up and you'll be fine. i'm a big fan and enjoy your entertainment on this site. i'm sure your friends have your back...keep positive!

[derekanthony]

ah ha! So it puts you out! Comatose! I wonder if michael jackson had ghb in his arsenal?!lol

is there a "real withdrawal" phase that can be managed by other meds?! Say like blood pressure or mood swings etc.......?!

Are you going to tough it out and stay off??

addicting like heroin yes

[derekanthony]

wait. In your last video you said "i'm healthy" like 3-4 times but now you're going to get healthier? What's the deal?

I'm just messing with you. Good luck.

i felt great then bam the silent killer blood pressure i never got it undercontrol but proudly to anounce saw my cardiologist. For the first time. My blood pressure was good at 120 over 70 first time in a year and a haf norm was 170 over 80

[trap]

i workout for myself and always U can find girls who will love U with muscles or without.
i'm not gonna shape myself to fit others taste.

take care DA You're young and be just fine.